Sometimes, when dealing with loss, we can find ourselves feeling emotions from past losses as well. Grief can come in so many different forms, and can stay present within the Body, the Mind, the Spirit, and in the DNA indefinitely, and can cause multiple ripples throughout the fabric of our Existence, especially when that Grief is laced with Trauma.
Recently, my Grief wounds have come back up and wiped me out. The last few days have been spent resting, observing, and sitting with my emotions, as years’ worth of Pacified Sadness came washing over me.
Our extended families have dealt with several deaths over the last few months, each one getting closer and closer to our core. This last one has quickly and effectively, reopened some of my poorly mended grief wounds, ones that are asking for full attention, love, and healing now.
Another grief that has surfaced, that I was not aware ran so deep, is the Grief from the state of the world. The Grief of knowing that everything is not as it seems, and becoming aware of the truth of the darkness that keeps us asleep, pacified, and distracted from the Real. As I have been sitting and allowing the waterfalls of tears to continue flowing, I have been feeling the Grief that I have been holding, and as an empath, the Grief that the world has been suffering as well.
This brings us to Truth. Truth, can sometimes cause Grief. Because Truth can cut like a knife through what we thought was real. In this case, it is the Truth of the expansive pedophilia rings, and human trafficking. The Truth of how deep our enslavement goes. The Truth about the virus. All of it. So much of it, and the heaviness of beginning to see what it all means. Although all of this involves us, this is also much bigger than us. Grief. Big. Deep. Ancient. Overwhelming, and presenting itself in multiple ways for all of us to see, so that we may walk up to it, sit down with it, and allow it to finally release itself.
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